I've Got Sketches, Ideas, and Some Know-how

So behind. This weird feeling keeps creeping in. I know I should work. I know resistance is keeping me from my goals. I know that I'll never get better at this stuff without working through it. But I keep getting lost in my head. I have let people down. I have let myself down. Squandering precious time in idle thought. Unable to fully commit to my emotions. Sitting on ideas until they expire...